Hey there.
How are you doing?
Me? I'm busier than ever.
My etsy shop is growing like a weed. This I am ever thankful of, no seriously. I am. It's a good thing. God is in control, he's never let go of that control. He's continually blessed me with every sale that I get. Even when I'm freaking out that I've run out of product labels, He is still in control. And hopefully my customers will understand as well.
I've been learning like crazy. Learning to let go. Learning to give God control. Learning that its okay that I can no longer walk my first grader into school and to his classroom. Although that was a hard one, it was hard watching him get lost in a crowd of kids bigger than him and not finding his class room. Watching him walk around crying because he was lost and no one was there {although I was on the other side of the fence screaming my lungs out...but he couldn't hear me}. I joke that I want to tie a balloon to his backpack. My husband is worried because he knows I'm not joking.
It was a great summer. Part of me doesn't want it to end. The other part knows that nothing else can come {fun included} until I let it go and we keep going. The past few months of being unplugged has been great. It really has.....I'll wait for you to stop laughing...seriously. It has. I'm not going back. I enjoy that I'm not wasting time on the computer, or watching tv, or just wasting time period. I've really gotten my priorities better. I feel like I actually accomplish things during the day. I actually sit a read my Bible, I actually play with my children, make dinner, clean the house. It's something that I needed, it's something that is good. It's something that is going to be my way of life. I don't want to have to "fix" my boys later and unteach them how to waste time, I need to do it right from the beginning.
So what's next? We don't know....all we know is that the board is clean, and we're waiting on God for the next steps. We have tons of ideas, plans, things we want to happen, things we want to do. But....who knows what will happen......we're waiting on God to see where he takes us.
Hopefully you'll stick around to hear more of what I have to say. This is my little window to the internet, I hope to make an impact with it.
PS- I realized all of the pictures from my Coke Crate Jewelry Wall post were missing. I just snapped some new photos and fixed it. {I would have just reused the pics I had in the first place, but they're in never land with all of the rest of my data that I lost on our computer when it crashed earlier this year!} If you haven't seen it, you should go check it out!
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